Thursday, 10 December 2009

远距离爱情

远距离爱情真的很难维持。转眼间来到英国已经有三个月了。跟他也有三个月没见了。想起刚到这时,一天都有几通电话。每通电话也“比利巴拉”的说不停。可久而久之,一天只剩一通了,话题也少了。为什么呢?对他的信任也渐渐越来越少,不知道他在另一方做着什么,想着的又是什么,会否做些对不起我的事,是否还有想着我?烦恼怀疑猜测不断不断的浮现我脑海中,甚至有了一刹那不想再与他说话的感觉。朋友问到说,怎么啦?是我的问题吗?还是他已经按捺不住了?而导致我有这样的感觉。我不知道也不想去猜测,那只会让我陷入困扰。只希望能坦诚相对,也希望这感觉会消失。如果哪天真的按捺不住了,也就是我放弃的时候了。现在呢~顺其自然吧~等待七个月后的见面,而非不再见。

p/s 期待着~

1 comment:

  1. Yea, really, it's hard to sustain the long-distance relationship, but you nvr know the outcome unless you try your best to do so. Just believe in yourself, and maybe trust him more, try to create more conversations with him. If you can go it through,this relationship between you two will be x times firmer than ever and it will last forever and nothing will break it up...
    Cheers up! Communicating is the key here to find out what is he thinkin and to let him know what's actually on your mind!

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